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Feb 10, 2020
Conclusion of my metaphysical quest for truth
Table of contents Introduction 0:08 Flat Earth 4:27 Bible story 9:09 Aliens 10:29 Lucifer and Satan 13:01 Antichrist 16:06 My targeted status 17:17 Evil deeds of elite 26:56 Identity 29:02 Satanic people 31:15 My psychiatric past 35:38 E.U. and the New World Order 44:28 Consciousness 52:47 Reading material 58:33 Introduction…
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Mar 14, 2020
Psychosis or simply awake?
A lot of people think psychosis is a brain disease. But in my case it was combined with personality problems. So there was nothing broken in my brain; instead it was about the way I dealt with my emotions and other people’s emotions. I have gotten to know myself really well by…
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Apr 30, 2020
Corona: a blessing in disguise?
The corona virus… Let me tell you something about it. I don’t need to investigate anything anymore, to know that the news and fear porn you get from the media every day is complete nonsense. And yet I did precisely that today: investigating this virus. And then you see how…
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Apr 30, 2020
End of a cycle
During the time that I, in my search for truth, arrived at the information I’m about to share in this article, and for the first time expressed my thoughts sparingly to my mental health practitioner, my life was turned upside down by the Antichrist-‘aliens’ (about whom you can read in…
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May 12, 2020
Drones in the media
Until last year there were an awful lot of lectures of Jordan Peterson online on Youtube, but gradually they are all being replaced by staged lectures of a fake Jordan Peterson with a beard (he has a bit more fat in his face, and is a lot angrier). (Example). This…
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May 14, 2020
Why bringing up this information?
What motivated me to go public with all this strange information about aliens, I’ve already described in other articles, but I’ll briefly list it here.Some of you know that in 2005 I finished a therapy that went completely wrong because my therapists had overlooked a severe trauma I had. And…
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May 20, 2020
The earth doesn’t revolve around the sun
Background music: Jellyfish in Space Kevin MacLeod (incompetech.com) – Licensed under Creative Commons: By Attribution 4.0 License – http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/ Anyone who dares to look critically at the evidence that the earth is round and revolves around the sun, often does not yet know what the alternative theory might look like.…
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May 26, 2020
No one is born with a sexual identity
I need to get something off my chest! And that is the way we deal with homosexual people (by which I also mean lesbian women) in the West. There is a lot of violence towards homosexuals, and the hive-minded part of the population thinks that we should embrace homosexuals only…
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Jun 4, 2020
Followers united for George Floyd
What on earth is wrong with mankind? In huge numbers they fiercely react to the issues of the day! All united in their opinions. No one critical of another. All virtue-signalling! It’s disgusting. Now again as a result of the death of George Floyd, an American killed by another American.…
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Jul 5, 2020
Sounding the alarm again
Recently I’ve experienced some unusual things! And I therefore sound the alarm again! First of all, my neighbors who have been taken over and act all sweet to me, invited me to sit outside with them when I walked by. They offered me something to drink and something to eat.…
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Aug 2, 2020
Poisonous bites
Today I went to my parents’ place, where I met my parents and sister. During dinner they made several strange remarks about death. The last remark of my sister was her talking about the fact that cardio-fitness costs so much energy: “Yes, you’re pretty much dead in 6 minutes then!…
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Aug 19, 2020
Fed up with these people
I’m so fed up with these people. These people who claim to be spiritual or of God, but just ignore you when you try to contact them by sending them a kind message. It’s a giant pattern that people ignore me. They probably think I am the enemy, or I…
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Sep 3, 2020
Family matters
This morning I left early with my sister to visit my brother. He came to live a little closer than Amsterdam, in Utrecht, together with his wife and 3 children, and it was the first time I saw his new home. It was a long day. The way in was…
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Sep 13, 2020
A lousy lie!
A subject that still scares people when you question it, is the holocaust. As if you yourself are guilty of gassing Jews by questioning it. Anyone who is going to investigate what is true about the claims that Jews were gassed, quickly finds the witness statements in for example, the…
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Sep 20, 2020
Be prepared!
Our Dutch King Willem-Alexander warned in his speech last Tuesday that we must prepare for some ‘external shock’. I have a great suspicion that this could be something incredible. Anyone who has read my article End of a cycle, knows that there is a chance that the cycle of history…
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Sep 20, 2020
Gruesome truths
When I first read David Icke’s books (see Introduction for links to his books), I was quite upset when I read that the whole Thatcher government in England was full of pedophiles/pedosexuals. David Icke shows this in his books, with an incredible amount of evidence. He states that this is…
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Oct 18, 2020
Gangstalking and gaslighting
Ever since I started posting information about the ‘aliens’ who are targeting me, small planes have been flying over my house regularly. All day long! And every few days a dark helicopter flies right by my house. I know for sure that these planes fly over my house to gangstalk…
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Nov 11, 2020
Bad loser?
While, after the US presidential election, the entire mainstream media (domestic and foreign) declared Joe Biden the new president, Donald Trump was quietly playing golf. He doesn’t care at all, because he knows exactly how things were going to go, and he probably has all things under control. Just browsing…
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Nov 19, 2020
A look at the Q phenomenon
After some time of reflection and watching what is happening in the world today, I have come to some new insights. Several Dutch people have now also risen up and taken on the task of informing the people about what is going on. They often see Trump as the great…
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Nov 27, 2020
Consciousness and the brain
Through my experiences in therapy, in which my aggression was lifted up in my body until it took a physical place in my head, and through my experiences in a later therapy in which I let the aggression go and felt it sinking back into my body again, I knew…
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Dec 3, 2020
Face mask mandate
Since December 1st, there is a national face mask mandate here in the Netherlands. Everybody is now wearing those damn face diapers. And why? Because the rest of the world does it too! Is it effective? No, after all, a fart goes right through your pants as well. Apart from…
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Dec 11, 2020
On the concept of ‘criticism’
People rarely tell me their opinion about my articles. Most of them just ignore them completely, especially the people around me who have been taken over. They only want to talk about mainstream subjects and opinions. I can imagine that an average person reading my articles doesn’t know what to…
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Dec 12, 2020
Political concerns
We move from one soap story to another in Dutch politics. Last weeks it was Thierry Baudet of the FvD party, who supposedly would be anti-Semitic, more about that later. And now it’s Kauthar Bouchallikht of the Green party who would be anti-Semitic. Anyone who has read my article A…
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Dec 14, 2020
Come fly with me…
Right, just when I posted some more articles last week, there they are again: small planes flying over my house. On FlightRadar24.com I can see them all being marked as ‘Private owner’. They are the same kind of planes as in this link, which I posted earlier in my article…
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Dec 20, 2020
The Archontic influence on man
Those familiar with the contents of the Gnostic texts, know about the Demiurge, the creation god described in Genesis, Yahweh thus, who according to the Gnostic doctrine is not the real creator of this world, but someone who pretends to be the creator. He tries, with his evil army of…
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Dec 26, 2020
This christmas…
Christmas Day 2020! I had a fun day with my parents and sister. We talked a lot, listened to music, watched movies, had a great dinner. But still it doesn’t feel right. From time to time my thoughts wandered. I feel very guilty. Guilty of partying with my father and…
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Dec 31, 2020
Eye deceased grandma damaged
Last night I got a phone call from my parents that my grandmother passed away. I already wrote in earlier articles (Gangstalking and gaslighting) that my grandmother had been taken over by another entity since about May. How they do this I don’t know exactly, but such an entity most…
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Jan 9, 2021
Carried by deceased ones
Today was my grandmother’s funeral. I had prepared a speech, and my family had planned me to speak last, which was really convenient for me. In the speech I clearly say that I am convinced that my grandmother already died 7 months ago and that she was taken over by…
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Jan 14, 2021
The Matrix and death
Our society has been heavily infiltrated by entities that spy on the population. These are entities that pretend to be humans, usually by taking over their bodies. The intent of these entities is to influence or lead astray as many people as possible in their opinions. They act as a…
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Jan 20, 2021
The degeneration of a generation
Every era has its fashion phenomena. In the 70s it was flared pants and in the 80s big hair, but nowadays the tattoo is the new fashion trend. It used to symbolize the unconventional, but nowadays it’s more unconventional if you stay away from tattoos on principle. Because everyone has…
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Jan 30, 2021
Riots in the Netherlands
I have in my Facebook friends list a horde of people who all express the same opinion. They are people who fail to differentiate themselves from each other. They draw support from this group formation/group unity, but really they are part of a hive-mind. They are the people who under…
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Jan 30, 2021
Freethinkers about the Moon
He or she who is not satisfied with the dogmatic answers of mainstream science or NASA, on the question why the Moon is exactly that big and that far away that it looks just as big in the sky as the sun, and on the question why we always see…
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Feb 10, 2021
Introduction to my story…
Link to video Hello everyone, First of all, a quick warning: some people are not ready for this information yet! So if you get scared of things quickly, I advise you to not proceed watching this video. Well, what I’m going to tell you is described in more detail on…
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Feb 10, 2021
The 3 evil forces (Lucifer/Satan/Antichrist)
Link to video There are several kinds of benign aliens on Earth, but they don’t interfere and leave humans alone for the most part. The evil aliens that control the development of mankind do intervene, but only within what man allows! Earth is a kind of purgatory, where the goal…
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Feb 25, 2021
Diary post
To understand this article better, first read my first article Conclusion of…Several YouTubers indirectly suggest that I should not pay attention to people whom were taken over. They are sometimes called clones by these YouTubers, sometimes aliens, sometimes organic portals, sometimes “the virus” or “the parasite”. These people who are…
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Mar 13, 2021
The Millennial Reign of Christ & the Revealing of the Antichrist
A subject I hadn’t really delved into yet, but which is very popular is the ‘mud flood’ research, the insight that probably in the first half of the 19th century, a global mud flood occurred, by which the so-called global ‘Tartarian’ civilization was reset at that time, after which the…
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Mar 19, 2021
Threats again… and then the election results
The Antichrist entities I write about in my articles, kill people, then take over their bodies and then act out to be that person. In Donald Marshall’s work, you can read that this takeover is probably done through the left eye. They know I have read about this! Another often…
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Apr 12, 2021
The beginning of peace with the world
Today I noticed that I view my family differently than before! This being instilled in me by the changing attitude towards me of the entities that have taken them over. I no longer love them in the same intense way I loved my original family. Actually, this requires a split…
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Apr 20, 2021
To follow Christ, is to be protected
Such a severe mood at my ‘parents’ home last week, when I passed by. My mother who is taken over, was acting reasonably normal. But my father who is taken over, was acting cynical, very tiresome. I think he was offended by my last article, although I’m not sure if…
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Apr 30, 2021
Clearing up a misconception
In my first article Conclusion of… and in my second video (transcription: here) I stated that according to Rudolf Steiner Lucifer can be positive, if his power works on his own field: the spiritual field. And that Satan can also be positive, if his power works on his own field:…
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May 7, 2021
Twitter encounter with a Dragon
Another noteworthy event this week, when I was adding some people to my Twitter account. One of my new followers, sent me a message that he was reading my website. Someone with a profile picture of a frog. This person said he had some answers for me. We talked about…
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May 18, 2021
Approaching Pentecost
A few weeks have passed again, and the daily triggering I’m encountering, continues. My father, who is taken over, wonders: “Do monsters actually exist?” To which he answers himself, “I think they exist!”, trying to scare me. To which my mother who is taken over mentions Little Dolph Werewolf, a…
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May 29, 2021
Angels and Demons
One of the many small things by which you can tell if someone has been taken over, is they have completely different physiological properties. For example, my parents’ blood pressure and heart rate are completely different now that they have been taken over. My mother used to have a high…
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Jun 2, 2021
Some ways to notice ‘them’
My distrust has been fuelled a bit, the past week. As I’ve been describing in previous articles, the people around me who have been taken over, are very nice to me overall. They probably think: “We won’t give him any more reason to attack us.” But I’m having some doubts,…
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Jun 11, 2021
Will the REAL Christians please stand up?
Sometimes I do leave a reaction on YouTube comments, for example, because they annoy me. For example, the maker of a video I viewed, talked about not knowing what the real name is of the Creator of this world. In the comment section under the video I came across the…
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Jun 21, 2021
To leave no one behind…
What makes people eager to leave this Earth? What makes them want to move to a better world? Is it an escape from reality? Or is it something they have truly earned? What makes sure, someone experiences just the right thing (however much suffering it is), through which he can…
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Jun 25, 2021
On the role of police and anarchy
I thought: let me be spontaneous and respond to a ridiculous tweet! It was a tweet from a lady, who stated that everyone must necessarily vaccinate, for the Greater Good, and that people who refuse are selfish. According to her logic, you sometimes have to do things you don’t want…
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Jul 4, 2021
Made eunuch by others
Let’s have a look at the following Bible verse: Matthew 19:12 “For there are eunuchs who were born that way, and there are eunuchs who have been made eunuchs by others—and there are those who choose to live like eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of heaven. The one…
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Jul 13, 2021
Logging on to Jesse Musson
This article contains spoilers about the movie ‘Being John Malkovich’ (1999). I recommend you to watch this movie first or read the full Wikipedia article, and only then read this article. I sometimes feel like the Antichrist entities are logging onto me. Occasionally I get a kind of spiritual sound…
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Jul 21, 2021
From a dream to a song
I had a very unusual dream. I dreamt of being in my parents’ house and the hinges of my laptop broke (this has happened several times in real life). And my brother who is taken over, was helping me to fix it. Meanwhile, I was surrounded by people who are…
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Jul 28, 2021
There is more to it than meets the eye!
Unfortunately, another trigger took place in my environment. This time it was a message sent to someone named Anneke on Twitter. I had tweeted her once when someone had called her “ugly,” and had left a positive message where I mentioned her strengths. Now all of a sudden she got…
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Aug 11, 2021
I am not finished yet!
I was feeling pretty screwed for a while this week. My family has been trying to get me excited about things at various times over the past few weeks. Music production equipment, cars. And I feel really driven to read all kinds of things about it, and to fantasize about…
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Aug 18, 2021
Dreams of dying…
I don’t think I’ve ever told you this, but before I was targeted by the aliens/angels/demons, just after reading David Icke’s books, I dreamed of walking down the street and suddenly something jumped on top of me, holding me in a vice-like grip. I could hardly get any air, and…
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Aug 30, 2021
Behold the shadow
In my previous article, I described at the end how I would go to an old music teacher of mine, who I strongly suspect has also been taken over. When I got to him, and I asked where the new computer was, he said, “I don’t have a new computer!”…
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Sep 13, 2021
Jokesters or monsters?
In the following videos on YouTube (part 1 and part 2) a comparison is made between the Nephilim, the fallen giants of the Bible, and clowns. A clip is shown of a man showing a drawing, and Conspiracy-R-US, the creator of the videos, tells how an entity appears behind him,…
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Sep 22, 2021
A brief clarification
In a conversation I had with someone online, I became aware that not everything I write about is completely understood by everyone. Someone I was talking to said to me at one point that I came across as a Satanist. This frustrated me, because I don’t want to be seen…
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Oct 2, 2021
One more indirect threat!
I’ve been busy with some other things for a while! I’ve been suffering a lot from procrastination and escapism, the last few years. I usually don’t feel enough strength to do daily tasks like household things and taking care of myself properly. And then I’m constantly behind my computer, the…
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Oct 5, 2021
Anyone can host a Dragon entity
Last weekend, I watched several videos of my 2-year-old nephew, who I have long suspected has also been taken over, as well as my nieces and my brother and his wife. I described in the article Behold the shadow that I had seen some vacation photos of them where it…
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Oct 18, 2021
Where is everyone?
Lately, a strange feeling has been creeping up on me… A very strange feeling… And that is the feeling that I am all alone here on Earth. There is no one here anymore. Everything is fake and held up by people who are taken over and are acting. An absolutely…
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Oct 21, 2021
What will the future of mankind be?
I saw this video from Pateo TV by Johan Oldenkamp (sorry, only in Dutch), about the murder on Dutch politician Pim Fortuyn. In the video he explains that Pim Fortuyn was not murdered by environmental activist Volkert van der Graaf (who did shoot at him, by the way), but by…
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Oct 27, 2021
A more realistic picture than ‘Heaven or Hell’
In my previous article, I promised to paint a more realistic picture of humanity and especially the lukewarm people and where they will end up. In the Christian world, absolute lies are spread that 95% of people go to an eternal hell at the Last Judgment. So I am compelled…
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Oct 28, 2021
Reaching my limits way too soon
Last week I worked very hard for a couple of days. I didn’t allow myself anything else than my work to getting the truth out, even though I don’t seem to be completely sure of anything lately. But for a moment I felt a purpose and had enough energy to…
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Oct 31, 2021
On Susan Reed’s ‘The Body Snatchers’
In her book “The Body Snatchers”, Susan Reed (real name Jennie Gosbell) describes the experiences she had with her partner, who she discovered was a Reptilian alien. She describes how these entities take over human bodies, resulting in two spirits in one body. Contrary to what I have always said,…
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Nov 1, 2021
Satanic ritual abuse during Halloween
It’s November 1st. Halloween is over again. While on the one hand children dress up in the scariest outfits possible, and the most lurid fantasies of mankind are expressed in a supposedly fun intended children’s party, in the meantime the most gruesome child murders take place in secret locations in…
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Nov 5, 2021
More information on the Moon
After first adding an update to my article Freethinkers about the Moon, I decided to write a new article for this addition. For there were some more things to add. You’d better read my article Freethinkers about the Moon first, and then to study the work of YouTubers Godgevlamste and…
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Nov 6, 2021
Breathe, breathe in the air
I felt really bad for a while last night. A lot of grief again. Sobbing a lot about everything I have lost in my life, and when I think about how safe my life started out and how unsafe it feels now, it causes a lot of sadness. I often…
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Nov 9, 2021
Tartarian Christianity
Table of contents Introduction Video Review Afterthoughts Introduction I have found evidence that the Bible book of Revelation describes the past of the Tartarians, who had their empire in East Asia. Here are 4 videos by Ryan Zehm in which he regularly draws very striking parallels between various books of…
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Nov 11, 2021
Don’t you dare criticize the “starseeds”
A tweet passed by that I wanted to highlight, so I retweeted it. It was about “starseeds”, advanced souls that come from distant galaxies and are tasked with waking up humanity and such. A person named Tyler shared his thoughts of the talk about starseeds just being nonsense. “You’re not…
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Nov 13, 2021
Did my family doctor die through “natural causes”?
To understand this article, you must have read my first article Conclusion of…. In a nutshell, my life is threatened by certain entities who take over human bodies. The original soul is then pushed out and the fraudster mimics the character of the original person. People who notice these entities,…
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Nov 17, 2021
I almost gave up, this week
I wrote the text below when I was close to giving up this week. I was angry and nothing mattered anymore. Since then I have calmed down again, and regained new courage, especially thanks to my taken-over family, who clearly play the Luciferic (nurturing) role and are very supportive and…
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Nov 17, 2021
Spirited moments
In the second-to-last paragraph of my article Behold the shadow, I describe how strange things happen in my house, like a range hood cabinet suddenly wide open without me opening it, and an ashtray lying on the floor with the cigarette butts next to it, and my phone lying in…
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Nov 25, 2021
The role of ‘light’ and ‘dark’ in politics
This article focuses on Dutch politics, so may not be entirely understandable to you. Nevertheless, you can read it, because the principles can also be applied to international politics. The linked movie clips are only in Dutch, I’m afraid. Ever since the opposition in the Dutch Lower Chamber mentioned the…
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Nov 30, 2021
Action is required!
Another person I followed on YouTube has been taken over. It’s going fast now! People are dropping dead like flies in my surroundings. Of course, you have read of me being quite knocked out recently as well, but still going on. Each time the power builds, and as soon as…
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Dec 3, 2021
Tijn Touber, a taken over Dragon with good advice
This article talks about a Dutch YouTuber who was taken over by a Dragon entity. His video’s are mostly in Dutch, so you will not be able to follow everything I’m talking about. But I still advise you to read it, and of course to read my previous article as…
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Dec 5, 2021
Highly sensitive / highly gifted: when it becomes problematic
During the time I had an identity problem and was searching for my identity, I was very attracted to books on highly sensitive persons and highly gifted people. My brother was highly gifted, and I looked up to him very much, and I felt I had to be like him…
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Dec 7, 2021
Adventures with Estella
For some time now I have been in occasional online chat contact with Estella Bos, a woman in her 50s who had seen my YouTube videos and my website and who approached me because she was interested in the subjects I write about. Like me, she also has occasional conversations…
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