Section 1

1984—2017

A brief overview of my childhood, how my treatment for severe anxiety and identity issues went all wrong, and how I deal with the disastrous consequences.

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A short introduction

1.1

A short introduction

In this chapter, I introduce myself and tell briefly about my childhood.

Going to College

1.2

Going to College

In this chapter, I describe how I experienced my high school years, where I simultaneously blossomed, but also experienced mental illness for the first time.

University

1.3

University

In this chapter, I describe how I experienced my time at University. I don't even make it through my first year, because my psychological problems are no longer tolerable.

Seeking help

1.4

Seeking help

In this chapter, I describe how I seek help in the hospital for my mental health symptoms.

Clinical treatment

1.5

Clinical treatment

In this chapter I describe in detail how I went through a clinical treatment and the things I learned there.

Part-time treatment

1.6

Part-time treatment

In this chapter, I describe in detail how I went through part-time treatment right after my clinical treatment, and how it went completely wrong.

A renewed look at my parents

1.7

A renewed look at my parents

In this chapter, I describe how I clearly get a renewed perspective on my parents. I describe how they were as people, positives and negatives, and how that affected me.

Some clarification

1.8

Some clarification

In this chapter, I provide a brief clarification of what happens when an insecure attachment occurs and what can be done about it.

After the part-time treatment

1.9

After the part-time treatment

In this chapter, I describe how bad off I was after part-time treatment, and how I tried to begin my recovery.

Love after all…

1.10

Love after all…

In this chapter I describe how I unexpectedly find love after all, though unfortunately it doesn't last very long.

An attempt at more activities

1.11

An attempt at more activities

In this chapter, I describe how I start focusing on becoming more active, after the love breakup.

An intense new love

1.12

An intense new love

In this chapter I describe how I once again find love. It will be an incredibly fun time, but my psychological state keeps deteriorating.

Referral to Center for Psychosis

1.13

Referral to Center for Psychosis

In this chapter, I describe how my psychiatrist unfortunately had to refer me to the Center for Psychosis for further treatment.

Referral to Center for Psychosis

1.13

Referral to Center for Psychosis

In this chapter, I describe how my psychiatrist unfortunately had to refer me to the Center for Psychosis for further treatment.

An intense new love

1.12

An intense new love

In this chapter I describe how I once again find love. It will be an incredibly fun time, but my psychological state keeps deteriorating.

An attempt at more activities

1.11

An attempt at more activities

In this chapter, I describe how I start focusing on becoming more active, after the love breakup.

Love after all…

1.10

Love after all…

In this chapter I describe how I unexpectedly find love after all, though unfortunately it doesn't last very long.

After the part-time treatment

1.9

After the part-time treatment

In this chapter, I describe how bad off I was after part-time treatment, and how I tried to begin my recovery.

Some clarification

1.8

Some clarification

In this chapter, I provide a brief clarification of what happens when an insecure attachment occurs and what can be done about it.

A renewed look at my parents

1.7

A renewed look at my parents

In this chapter, I describe how I clearly get a renewed perspective on my parents. I describe how they were as people, positives and negatives, and how that affected me.

Part-time treatment

1.6

Part-time treatment

In this chapter, I describe in detail how I went through part-time treatment right after my clinical treatment, and how it went completely wrong.

Clinical treatment

1.5

Clinical treatment

In this chapter I describe in detail how I went through a clinical treatment and the things I learned there.

Seeking help

1.4

Seeking help

In this chapter, I describe how I seek help in the hospital for my mental health symptoms.

University

1.3

University

In this chapter, I describe how I experienced my time at University. I don't even make it through my first year, because my psychological problems are no longer tolerable.

Going to College

1.2

Going to College

In this chapter, I describe how I experienced my high school years, where I simultaneously blossomed, but also experienced mental illness for the first time.

A short introduction

1.1

A short introduction

In this chapter, I introduce myself and tell briefly about my childhood.

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