Through my experiences in therapy, in which my aggression was lifted up in my body until it took a physical place in my head, and through my experiences in a later therapy in which I let the aggression go and felt it sinking back into my body again, I knew the human spirit to be an electromagnetic field, and the way in which you deal with your emotions (which you learn in the first 5 years of your life through interactions with your family members) is essential to the way you perceive the world. When my aggression sinked back into my body, and I unintentionally lost the experience of these powerful feelings again due to a undiscussed and overlooked trauma, I suffered for some time from rather severe depersonalization (I was alienated from myself and others) and derealization, a phenomenon in which your environment feels unreal and no longer familiar. I knew exactly how to get home from therapy, but it felt as if I had never been in that environment before. Only in the course of time, when I got used to my renewed state, did my environment start to feel recognizable again. But both the deepest memories of experiences from my childhood and the essential memories which formed my Self, had sunk into my body. The aggression was an essential part of me. Controlling it by letting it sink back into my body, should not have meant I would lose all the recognition of my life memories, but due to the memories of my trauma, which were still present underneath my agression, the experience and the recognition of my memories disappeared anyway. This means, the way you experience your emotions (including aggression) is essential for how you will perceive reality. It became clear to me, the brain (and maybe your body) has a sort of antennas (keyholes) for memories (keys) and the nature of your emotional state makes you recognize them as being ‘your own’. Later in the book Consciousness Beyond Life by Pim van Lommel, I found the intellectual foundation for this.
So, through those experiences in therapy I knew the human spirit was some sort of electromagnetic field, in which charge (aggression) could move in two directions. Later I saw Dan Winter calling the human body a phase conjugate di-electric. And he also talked about dipoles. I felt like a dipole myself, especially because the material pole was pushed away in my lower body and the spiritual pole was in my head. With sex, that material pole should ascend and merge with the spiritual pole, but that was no longer possible with me because of the trauma, which caused a nasty impotence. When I saw this impotence visualized by an aura photograph, I became convinced of the veracity of the aura photo technique. The man who made the picture at a paranormal fair, was clairvoyant and saw exactly what was happening in my electromagnetic field, when standing beside my former girlfriend, and he took an extra picture of me with her beside me, for free, for which I am still grateful to him. Aura photo’s. On the first photo, on which I’m alone, you see a lot of red in my lower body, and the rest is yellow, with a piece of purple at the top. Looking inside myself, it became clear to me, the red was my aggression, which had sinked into my body. The yellow color was probably the anxiety that pushed this aggression down, and the purple color was the beginning of a spiritual consciousness, which had formed in my head. In the second picture, on which I was with my girlfriend (I blurred her face for privacy reasons), the red had completely disappeared. My part of the picture was completely yellow with purple at the top. So it became clear to me, this was a representation of the emotional layer of my aura, exactly how I know myself to be. As soon as my girlfriend was near me, my aggression/sexual feelings were pushed away strongly by the anxiety above it. So strongly, it led to impotence. This can easily be explained by what I have experienced in my life, the structural and premature experience of a very destructive reaction to my anger in childhood.
The mainstream story about the brain and memory, is that memories are being stored in the brain. And the contents of consciousness can be reduced to brain activity. In this view, the brain produces consciousness and consciousness is nothing more than a side effect of an otherwise completely materialistic reality. However, one of the first books of my search for truth was the book Consciousness Beyond Life by cardiologist Pim van Lommel. A fantastic book that changed my whole view of the brain and consciousness. In his book Van Lommel describes reality not being purely materialistic, but also having a spiritual component present. He describes all matter to be animated, like in philosophical panpsychism. And he describes the brain not being the producer of consciousness, but the facilitator or transmitter/receiver of consciousness like for example a radio or TV is. He substantiates his story using literature from various fields, including quantum physics. Of course the spiritual state you are in, determines whether you can accept this information. If you deny the spiritual part of reality, you’ll never be able to accept Van Lommel’s book. But I am convinced it does contribute very well to the unification of science and spirituality, and it does overall satisfactorily explain a lot more phenomena than the solely material paradigm.
Brain scientists often support their materialistic world view with Libet’s findings about the readiness potential that precedes the conscious intention to perform an action. But this can also be interpreted differently: You have to view the body as the place for the ‘unconscious’. This includes all learned automated reactions. With the help of your mind and through interactions with your fellow human beings you can make these unconscious feelings conscious. To quote Carl Jung: “One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious”, i.e. by learning to make your aggression conscious, or to let it rise to your head by undergoing a constant challenge. In this way you get a greater insight into your Self, and you will become aware of all those automated reactions stored in your body. The conscious mental field can thus directly influence brain activity through this kind of therapy. This also applies to conscious and voluntary suppression (or control) of emotions. It is mentioned by Pim van Lommel and summarized as neuroplasticity and is an important example of ‘mind over matter’. Yet there are a lot of psychologists and psychiatrists who, despite believing in their profession and knowing it’s possible to influence the brain with the mind, still reduce consciousness to brain activity. I have met such therapists often.
The book Consciousness and its place in nature – Does physicalism entail panpsychism? by Galen Strawson argues that if you want to describe reality in a purely physicalistic way, you end up with panpsychism. And I completely agree with this. Because all properties of consciousness can be described physically, but this is only one particular point of view. It’s also possible to describe the same properties in a purely non-physicalistic way. This is a different point of view, but it is about the same reality. And if you describe something physicalistic, it must also include the human spirit, which cannot be reduced to brain activity. There is a correlation between brain activity and the contents of consciousness but that doesn’t mean brain activity causes consciousness. So you have to see the two things side by side. Then the spirit is explained by the presence of an electromagnetic field, the torus with two vortexes in it that hangs around the body of which the waves are conducted through the cell water, which is in a special plasma state, (Read: The Fourth Phase of Water by Gerald Pollack). Hydrodynamics describes how the torus is the only self-organizing form and how the waves flow through the torus. The torus with 2 vortexes in it can be divided into 4 parts. These are the 4 basic elements: Earth, Air, Fire, Water. The upper inner vortex is Earth, the lower inner vortex is Air, the outer upper part is Fire and the outer lower part is Water.
The torus with 2 vortexes in it is present both on macro level (in the form of the electromagnetic field of the earth) and on micro level in the smallest particles, and also in the human being that is exactly in between the micro and macro level. Like Russian dolls it fits together fractally. Dan Winter and Nassim Haramein have the answers to the question of how this all works. The torus with two vortexes in it, is not a thing; it is the way in which energy flows. They consist of two opposing forces: the compressive gravitational force and the expansive radiational force. The work of Walter Russel also describes this. They are directly related to the evil forces that I have described in detail in previous articles. The expansive Lucifer force, and the compressive Satan force. The Cosmic Core web site (also mentioned in the Links section of this web site) has extensive information on how these principles are connected to (nested) Platonic bodies, and esoteric concepts such as the Flower of Life and Tree of Life and other aspects of Sacred Geometry.
Quantum theory describes that separated particles can be entangled if they have been in contact with each other earlier. But the fact is, people can also display entanglement in their connection. Usually that is, when both people have no identity of their own, or when they merge their own Self with others, a state which I am also familiar with, which was a consequence of being a twin combined with my main trauma. Quantum phenomena can only occur in closed systems provided there’s coherence, as far as mainstream science knows, and scientists state that is not the case with a human being who is in constant interaction with the environment. But nature is still smarter than some scientists! Read Mae-Wan Ho’s book The Rainbow and the Worm – The Physics of Organisms to see the quantum coherence in living systems, or search for the example of buckyballs, in which quantum coherence has also been demonstrated, even at higher temperatures.
If you know how your spirit has developed, you can draw parallels to the contents of your consciousness and the different brain areas. For example, the deepest parts of the reptile brain are needed for all the automatic functions of your body, but also for the deepest feelings of aggression. The limbic system, then, is more responsible for the emotions. And the neocortex is responsible for the ability to channel emotions and aggression for good. The whole intention of the world conspiracy is to facilitate the harmonization of these three brain parts as well as possible, so that a fourth part can be developed on top of them. This is the creation of the StarHuman, according to Abraxas of Thuban on the Birth of Gaia forum, whom I have talked about many times before. This, according to him, is the dragonized Christ state.
I hope that, with this text, I will give people some inspiration to start reading or looking at some things for themselves. Reality is much more interesting than many people think. The truth is very extensive, and for me it is impossible to grasp it all sometimes, or even to translate it into a coherent story. This is because sometimes it’s beyond me, and I don’t have such a good imagination anymore. So I can only suggest a few minor angles here, and the rest has to be done by those who are interested themselves. Anyway, I wish everyone a lot of fun with it!
