This article describes one experience I had with a spy of the Matrix, a conversation from The Matrix Reloaded and how it's connected to what happens at death.

The Matrix and death
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Our society has been heavily infiltrated by entities that spy on the population. These are entities that pretend to be humans, usually by taking over their bodies. The intent of these entities is to influence or lead astray as many people as possible in their opinions. They act as a great control mechanism, to ensure that what is allowed here on Earth is also pursued by the many people. To use a Matrix reference: “Everyone who isn’t unplugged from the Matrix is a potential agent/spy.”

For example, I have a conductor of a pop choir that my father sang in, in my Facebook list. She posted a picture of a dinosaur toy a while ago, just among all the pictures of beach and sky, to which I saw my long-held suspicions confirmed that she has also been taken over, probably for a long time, because these entities know they can get me riled up with these Reptile references. This because of David Icke’s info (read: Children of the Matrix).
Back in the days when my father (when he had not yet been taken over) was in that pop choir, gossip was circulating about this lady being unreliable. My father came home several times with stories that left him a bad taste, and which made him decide to quit the choir. The conductor seemed unreliable, and sabotaged the whole thing at various times. Meanwhile, many people in the choir looked up to her, and they were usually all over her. You often see this in choirs, that part of the choir is ‘in love’ with the conductor. And support him or her in everything, build friendship, feel honored that they socialize with her, and otherwise cannot be critical anymore. And this conductor, I reveal, clearly has a role in which she controls the opinions of all the people who adore her. She posts how grateful she is of there being vaccine makers who work so hard because they have the best interests of the people at heart. And that her family is now also ‘happily vaccinated’ (so everyone: go let yourselves be vaccinated!). And she also posts how much she trusts in the actions of all the high-ranking gentlemen and ladies in the government who are also so committed to the people, because they have the best interests of the people at heart. A total lack of realism this lady has. Comes across as incredibly naive. She tells comforting lies, and is therefore very popular. She wants to give everyone the feeling that there are no double meanings, that everyone can be trusted, that we should especially listen to the government, and that we should all be injected with vaccines. And especially that these vaccin makers are doing it because they like humanity (instead of doing it for the money), and we should all applaud that. You can shove so many facts under such a person’s nose, she will never change her opinion, because she simply has the function of controller. Controller of your opinion. Controller of your actions, that is: doing what the government says. And controller of your behavior, which she most likely passes on to her superiors, perhaps some “queen of the hive,” not literally… Although… And many people allow themselves to be totally influenced by her, because they feel she is drawing attention to herself as people do who want to exert power. In this case, she just lives in a village and leads a few choirs, and no one has any idea what function this lady has in the whole thing. And so the whole society is full of these types. They’ve all been taken over by these alien entities at some point in their lives. When she posted that dinosaur picture, I confronted her and told her that I was on to her, and she responded by saying that I have a lot of nerve and that she never did anything to me anyway, to which I said, “but you did do something to her”, to which I mentioned her name (the name of the person whose place she took), and then she deleted everything. But it could well be these people are also the great traitors that mankind has to deal with so much in wartime and in corona time and who call the police when one has a party with a few too many people, but I could be wrong. After all, these could also be evil people, who have a soul.

At one point in the movie The Matrix Reloaded, the following conversation takes place between The Oracle and Neo:

The Oracle: Well, come on. I ain’t gonna bite ya. Come around here, and let me have a look at ya. My goodness, look at you! You turned out all right, didn’t you? How do you feel?

Neo: I, uh…

The Oracle: I know you’re not sleeping. We’ll get to that. Why don’t you come and have a sit this time?

Neo: Maybe I’ll stand.

The Oracle: Well, suit yourself.

Neo sits down.

Neo: I felt like sitting.

The Oracle: I know. So. Let’s get the obvious stuff out of the way.

Neo: You’re not human, are you?

The Oracle: Well it’s tough to get any more obvious than that.

Neo: If I had to guess, I’d say you’re a program from the machine world. So is he.

The Oracle: So far, so good.

Neo: But if that’s true, that can mean you are a part of this system, another kind of control.

The Oracle: Keep going.

Neo: I suppose the most obvious question is, how can I trust you?

The Oracle: Bingo! It is a pickle, no doubt about it. The bad news is there’s no way if you can really know whether I’m here to help you or not. So it’s really up to you. You just have to make up your own damn mind to either accept what I’m going to tell you, or reject it. Candy?

Neo: D’you already know if I’m going to take it?

The Oracle: Wouldn’t be much of an Oracle if I didn’t.

Neo: But if you already know, how can I make a choice?

The Oracle: Because you didn’t come here to make the choice, you’ve already made it. You’re here to try to understand why you made it. I thought you’d have figured that out by now.

Neo: Why are you here?

The Oracle: Same reason. I love candy.

Neo: But why help us?

The Oracle: We’re all here to do what we’re all here to do. I’m interested in one thing, Neo, the future. And believe me, I know - the only way to get there is together.

Neo: Are there other programs like you?

The Oracle: Oh, well, not like me. But… Look, see those birds? At some point a program was written to govern them. A program was written to watch over the trees, and the wind, the sunrise, and sunset. There are programs running all over the place. The ones doing their job, doing what they were meant to do, are invisible. You’d never even know they were here. But the other ones, well, we hear about them all the time.

Neo: I’ve never heard of them.

The Oracle: Of course you have. Every time you’ve heard someone say they saw a ghost, or an angel. Every story you’ve ever heard about vampires, werewolves, or aliens is the system assimilating some program that’s doing something they’re not supposed to be doing.

Neo: Programs hacking programs. Why?

The Oracle: They have their reasons, but usually a program chooses exile when it faces deletion.

Neo: And why would a program be deleted?

The Oracle: Maybe it breaks down. Maybe a better program is created to replace it - happens all the time, and when it does, a program can either choose to hide here, or return to The Source.

Neo: The machine mainframe?

The Oracle: Yes. Where you must go. Where the path of The One ends. You’ve seen it, in your dreams, haven’t you? The door made of light?

Neo nods

The Oracle: What happens when you go through the door?

Neo: I see Trinity, and something happens, something bad. She starts to fall, and then I wake up.

The Oracle: Do you see her die?

Neo: No.

The Oracle: You have the sight now, Neo. You are looking at the world without time.

Neo: Then why can’t I see what happens to her?

The Oracle: We can never see past the choices we don’t understand.

Neo: Are you saying I have to choose whether Trinity lives or dies?

The Oracle: No. You’ve already made the choice, now you have to understand it.

Neo: No, I can’t do that. I won’t.

The Oracle: You have to.

Neo: Why?

The Oracle: Because you’re The One.

Neo: What if I can’t? What happens if I fail?

The Oracle: Then Zion will fall. Our time is up. Listen to me, Neo. You can save Zion if you reach The Source, but to do that you will need the Keymaker.

Neo: The Keymaker?

The Oracle: Yes, he disappeared some time ago. We did not know what happened to him until now. He’s being held prisoner by a very dangerous program, one of the oldest of us. He is called the Merovingian, and he will not let him go willingly.

Neo: What does he want?

The Oracle: What do all men with power want? More power.

The Oracle: Be there, at that exact time, and you will have a chance.

Seraph: We must go.

The Oracle: Seems like every time we meet I’ve got nothing but bad news. I’m sorry about that, I surely am. But for what it’s worth, you’ve made a believer out of me. Good luck, kiddo.

End scene.

Also note the mention of vampires, werewolves and aliens, as I do in my texts. That’s exactly what I’m dealing with. I’m a program not doing what it’s supposed to do, so apparently. And I can narrowly relate to that. Some people’s talk about organic portals and non-player characters is also made understandable with this conversation. Some people just run their daily programs, without any consciousness behind it and they will do anything to defend their image of the world, even if you come up with so much evidence or arguments, they will never listen, they are purely there to enforce the status quo to people. If I could allow my anger again and seek freedom within myself, I would not have been aware of these entities at all, because then they dissolve, you don’t realize it then, and that is a common situation for a human being. But I don’t allow myself that anger. And that’s why they started taking over people around me, as some sort of ‘treatment’. This started with the Satanic entities at the Activity Center where I worked. They probably hoped that through their treatment I would start feeling my anger. But eventually this treatment backfired, and I was actually hardened by their behavior, and I could also parry the anger of these Satanic entities at a certain point because I gained insight and understanding and dared to express myself, because I was no longer afraid of this Satanic energy. That was the moment they gave me insight into what they were doing: taking over people: the triggers about aliens started when I had talked about it with my mental health case manager. Now they had to threaten me with deadly Antichrist energy, because an ordinary evil Satanic energy I was no longer impressed by. A totally new challenge started, but again they can’t threaten me with this, because it just goes straight on the internet when they threaten me! If I’m too passive, there’s another one ringing my door bell at home for a conversation, in which they mirror my fears, causing me to post again. And if I perhaps confront them too hard in person, then they may take over me, so I have to walk the middle path, right in between! Avoiding these entities is almost impossible, because they have already taken over so many people in my surroundings. I intensely resent not being able to protect others, because I don’t have enough energy to really work towards a goal every day, and gather a big following for instance on the internet. Cause the goal is: to inform as many people as possible of my situation. I also lack the guts to go for it full force, and to accept what comes to me, positive and negative. I am afraid to lose control and not being able to handle this.

What you can notice furthermore, is that The Oracle says that you can choose to hide yourself (i.e., do what they want you to do here on Earth), or go back to Source, for which you need the Keymaker. This reminds me very much of what apparently happens when you die. Consciousness keeps existing when you die (read: Pim van Lommel), or during astral travel (read: Robert Monroe) and many people who have near-death experiences see a white light at the end of a tunnel, which may correspond to the “door of light” from this Matrix conversation. There is one option to hide yourself (which stands for reincarnation), upon which your soul is sent to the Moon and you return/reincarnate here on Earth and undergo the usual conditioning that keeps you in the Matrix again. So that’s the other way around than what they say in The Matrix movie. Because there they say that when you go into the white light you actually go back to the Source, but I think that’s to mislead us. And the second option is, to refuse to go into the light, which will probably do bring you back to Source. But then you have to go through some challenges first. ‘Having the key’ to go back to Source is then successfully undergoing these challenges, but this depends on a lot of factors. Even on what kind of food you eat, because in certain foods there is a kind of magnetic iron, which prevents you from steering your consciousness away from the light. It pulls you towards the light, even if you don’t want it. And it also depends on your psychological state. This must be a spirited middle path, the way of Christ. Probably, if you refuse to go into the light, you are first tempted with your desires, so for example your dead family or 72 virgins (for the muslims who believe this) (this is all fake), This is the positive reinforcement mechanism (Lucifer). If you do not respond to this and just embrace it with love, you are subsequently confronted with your fears, the negative reinforcement mechanism (Satan). If you don’t respond to this either and also embrace it with love, the Second Death takes place (Antichrist), but this you can only overcome, when you have been faithful to Christ until death. If so, you may return to the Source, I think.
Note: this has nothing to do with worshiping Christ, as some people tend to do. It’s more about emulating his behavior and walking the middle path between two extremes.

But back to life again! The key is to stay away from me, or to do the same as I am trying to do now: inform humanity of what is happening to me and many others in this reality. That is the only option to stay alive if you deal with me. So I do understand why people ignore me greatly. I would probably do the same. Most people still have far too many wishes, dreams and needs they want to see fulfilled in their lives. But the question is whether you should want to pursue something like that when a large part of the world’s population is suffering. On the contrary, I would like to give my potential children in their upbringing the commitment to alleviate world suffering, either by confronting evil, or by doing the right thing in all circumstances. The pursuit of your own selfish happiness and pleasure is not directly part of that, and at best should serve to know who you are and to find out how not to behave. I don’t begrudge anyone for being happy. But it is not the answer to everything. If I look purely at how I feel, I’m not happy, but I’ve always been content with what I have, and where I’ve lost the happiness, I’ve gained a focus on the spirit and the spiritual, and that allows me to handle so much more than if I didn’t have that. That’s what gives the real satisfaction in life. Not all those external things that are supposed to bring happiness. If I look purely at how I feel, I could have committed suicide or wanted euthanasia, but I’ve always been able to pull through by searching deeper into the spirit and the spiritual, and that is my luck. I also realize that not everyone is capable of doing that, or wants to do that. But it’s still better than falling into depression or killing yourself…

To read more about organic portals, check out the following link:
Organic Portals - Soulless Humans | PDF

To read the details about the entities/spies that threaten me and the people in my surroundings, or if you just want to read about my search for the truth, read my first article Conclusion of… or my other articles. It will make everything I write about in later articles understandable.

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