In this chapter, I describe some of the many ups and downs I undergo during the time my site has been online.

Ups-and-downs 2020-2022

From 2020 till now, I posted as many articles as I could describing all that was coming my way. Each time, the Antichrist powers that threatened me went one step further in desensitizing me to when they showed themselves. They usually did this by contacting me, either live or via the Internet, kept this contact for a while, and then showed their real face. In short, they then showed that they are part of the prison guards on Earth, which is the last hurdle for man to truly break free. Every time I would be horrified when they did this.

I tried to make it clear in my articles that those who follow Christ are protected. (See, for example, my article To follow Christ is to be protected). I should have done that earlier, I then thought to myself, then the people around me might have had a fair chance. Because people who read my articles probably did not fully realize who they might be facing, and might ignore the signals they receive, in the outside world, as well as in themselves, and that is exactly what you should not do. Those who follow Christ see the Christ figure as the final goal of where they need to move toward. He sees his own sinfulness, his own imperfection, and the imperfection of the world around us. And he confronts that! It is always telling the truth, even in the face of opposition, and it is keeping the Antichrist at the proper distance and providing them with rebuttals.

I have been listening to these Antichrist entities. This is what they want on the one hand, but they also want you to dare to say something back to them. Because I crawled into my shell when they had taken over my family, and I was afraid to provide them with live rebuttal, they went into supportive treatment with me as much as possible. This they maintained, and in the meantime they occasionally showed their true face, allowing me to slowly get used to it. This provides several years with many ups-and-downs. And again and again I saw that other people were taken over one by one. It was always announced. Through Dragon references, they always showed what they were doing. It was terribly frustrating that I was always unable to protect the original people and was always too impotent to use my voice to influence things and save lives.

On social media, I saw many people with a frog in their profile, or a Dragon, or a dinosaur. (See also my article Twitter encounter with a Dragon). There were also many women with butterflies in their profile name, who also listened to these same powers. On social media, the people you see in your feed are all taken over. If an inspirational person manages to get a lot of followers, at some point he or she is also taken over. I’ve seen it with a lot of people. And then their personality changes acutely. If you confront someone like that, there will be noises from all sides that you should leave it at that. No, just go along with the rest, and don’t say anything negative. The negative things should only be said by the taken over Antichrist entities that have the most followers on social media. When I saw an animal rights activist contact a woman I was following, I tried to raise the alarm by writing her a long message, but from the way she responded, I could tell she had already been taken over by now and I was too late. The message can be read in my article There is more to it than meets the eye!

At that time I still had contacts in the outside world, and unfortunately had to see that these persons were taken over one by one. An old music teacher, who had not heard from me when I sent my first article to him, suddenly called up talking very lively, saying he had to apologize for not hearing from me. (See also my article Dreams of dying). It is precisely this lively way of talking that lets me know that he has just been taken over, and that they wanted to let me know this way. Because imagine that as an Antichrist soul you suddenly enter the body of a person who has completely different memories than you have, and a totally different personality. You have to have your aggression at your disposal to be able to handle this difference, but it ís possible. The first few days when someone is taken over, I can always tell by their facial expression that it just happened. They then have a stoned look in their eyes, as if they have just taken in all the memories at once, which causes a kind of overload that makes them look high, as if they have looked into bright light. In the process, they are then incredibly lively, because the death of the original person triggers a fight response in the replacing entity. And they then have the nerve to call you immediately (after all, you are the reason they do what they do, they think) to let you know indirectly that another victim has been taken over. And again I had failed to prevent it.

Then my family doctor also died. (See my article Did my family doctor die through “natural causes”?). My taken over neighbor came to tell me that again demonstratively, which was one of the reasons I found it suspicious. Had I heard it myself, I might not have thought anything of it, but my taken over neighbor came to let me know, and that simply evoked a reaction in me. Again it was said that this doctor had had a heart attack. And again, I knew it was absolute nonsense. Probably she had long been taken over and it was an order from “above” for this entity to step out of this doctor’s body at that time. When she came into the doctor’s office years ago, she quite quickly entered into a relationship with her assistant, whom I happened to know because she lived across the street from me. That assistant then went through a whole personality change and suddenly fell for women, while she was still married then, with several children. I didn’t think anything of it then, but now I know that this assistant had already been taken over by then, and that this doctor had also been taken over by then, and was making new victims around herself in order to infiltrate the people of my village. Heart attack my ass.

Meanwhile, I was still in treatment at the mental health facility, where I also noticed that my case managers were being taken over. (See my article Distrust keeps me vigilant!). One stopped working for a while when she was taken over. The new mind couldn’t properly exert its influence in her body, and she had loss of function symptoms as a result. Of course they told you many excuses about what caused it all. At first I thought it was because of the vaccines, but it was clear to me, when she came back to work, that she was taken over completely. Also, she was in a divorce with her husband, which is yet another way you can recognize taken over people, because when someone is taken over, you have to deal with personality changes, so the persons no longer fit together. That handler then took on a very cold energy, even though she acted very friendly. A male case manager also showed that it was completely certain that he had been taken over. He bought my favorite car for himself, which was clearly a way to further peel off layers of my ego, which is also essentially the goal of these Antichrist entities. People must first build their ego, which requires a Luciferic encouraging influence. Then they must learn to listen to criticism, which requires a Satanic corrective influence, so that they are strengthened in what they can endure, and then, under the influence of the real danger of the Antichrist, they must have their ego peeled off, so that they truly learn, under real danger, to remain confident in themselves, and let go of everything that does not matter. These three influences, in turn, have each of the three influences in them, which are being walked through in a specific order if you allow yourself to be treated by these powers. And believe me, this happens not only in care facilities, but also outside, at school, with your friends, at work, or when going out. Wherever you feel fooled, one or more Antichrist entities are usually at play.

So when my case manager showed his true face and bought a car specifically to get at me, one that I liked, that’s when I knew he had been taken over too. I posted my article Deranged case manager buys car of my choice in which I mentioned him by name. I was going to expose these monsters. But I didn’t realize that I was also acting like a monster, taking a very aggressive stance. And once you do that, even if it is out of love, you are far from getting rid of the Antichrist entities. Then they still have something to teach you. More on this later.

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Section 1: 1984-2017

Section 1


A brief overview of my childhood, how my treatment for severe anxiety and identity issues went all wrong, and how I deal with the disastrous consequences.

Section 2: 2018-2023

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How I discover information about entities taking over bodies and how these entities eventually open the attack on me and those around me.

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Section 3

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An explanation for my experiences in therapy, multiple other things I have discovered in my quest for truth, and my opinion on additional matters.




These are some of the articles I have written over time. Some are offline now, but have reappeared in the three sections of my story, displayed in the Introduction.