I usually face the following choice: to seek freedom and become immoral, or to remain moral, endure the pain, and submit to the prison that keeps getting smaller and smaller. I am locked in this prison since childhood. I was never allowed to be angry, because then I’d be met with destructive aggression, or the other person would break down. After so many years of therapy and working on myself, I still haven’t been able to leave it behind. I do know, however, that the search for freedom is becoming increasingly desperate and less effective. In the end, I invariably choose the moral path again and again, and therefore the prison with its accompanying pain and loss of defense mechanisms. If I were to be taken over — which I refer to in my later articles as “turning inside out” or being “reset” — the energy would likely start flowing again. Anyhow, thats what I’m reassuring myself with. But perhaps this is really a delusion! I try to keep faith in it, but it’s sometimes difficult. Until the time comes when I succumb, it’s important to work on myself so that the “outcome” of the takeover/turning inside out/reset is more benign. Because anyone who has not yet fully attained a state of love in their development will, upon being taken over, begin to exhibit narcissistic traits, cause non-processed feelings become externalized. That is why it is so important to keep working on yourself, even if you are attacked by entities or energies or shadows, as some psychotic people describe. You do this by confronting the behavior of these entities in a constructive way — that is, by informing the world about what is happening to you and refusing to accept what they want to do, for as long as you can. Psychotic people often find themselves confronted by malevolent entities from the astral world, and these entities attach themselves to the people around them. Healthy people experience this too, but they won’t realize it. Through trauma, these entities can influence the mind. Perhaps the merging with the energy/shadow/entity that psychotic people describe is actually a merging with your higher self — that is, all the rejected parts of your personality that you project outward. It is a way to restore balance in psychologically ill people and their environment. This process can certainly cause a lot of fear if you have to experience all of this from a vulnerable state, or in cases that the relationship with the other person feels very unequal. But we actually don’t need to be afraid of it, because being taken over/turned inside out/being reset is painless. Blockages are dissolved and the energy starts flowing again. Everyone will be reset in this way during this time. It is the Great Reset. But even so, you should try to keep it at a distance for as long as possible, so you can work on yourself until it happens.
A few hours ago, I was sleeping and I dreamed that I was lying in my bed when suddenly a intruder appeared at my bedroom door. I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, but my body jerked because I was startled. That intruder had probably seen that, I thought, and so I was just waiting for the attack, bracing myself for it, and then I woke up startled, letting out a (surprisingly high and loud) scream. I had to laugh about it, but my heart was racing. Because it does feel like terror. A schizophrenic girl on YouTube wrote a poem that closely resembled what I experienced in my dream. She took it down almost immediately after posting it. In the poem, she describes how a shadow stands by her bed, refusing to leave no matter what she tried. The shadow engulfed her, and then she became the shadow. So this also describes the process of being taken over. We saw the same thing with Tijn Touber, who was also engulfed by “love” when he was suddenly so startled by a Dragon he saw that he waved the white flag. See this video about the Dragon that came to visit. It’s only in Dutch unfortunately.
I also received a newsletter from Johan Oldenkamp, a researcher I’ve written about before. In his work, he integrates science and spirituality. In the newsletter, he recounts how he had to say a final goodbye to his father and that he gave him a heart-to-heart embrace. I described a similar experience in my last article, where my father, when I struck him in the face in that lifelike dream, held me close (that was also heart-to-heart) and reassured me that everything would be undone. That wasn’t the only ego-peeling synchronicity I picked up from Oldenkamp’s newsletter. Because a little later, Oldenkamp describes in his newsletter that he appeared on YouTube in a conversation with Jorn Luka from The Trueman Show. It’s no coincidence that in my last article I described staying with my father in a sort of Truman Show-like setting in that dream. Such synchronicities always feel ego-peeling to me, and I tend to interpret them as an attack, even though I now know that’s not realistic. I do know that in these cases, the person from whom I receive the trigger had unconscious parts in their personality that were externalized by the reset/takeover/turning-inside-out. And that is happening to more and more people around us. When you see Johan Oldenkamp and Jorn Luka talking to each other, it sometimes feels as if they’re treating each other with unconscious messages — it’s very strange. But that only reinforces my belief that neither of them realizes it, and that these are unconscious connections coming to the surface. They’re tapping into certain frequencies that are part of the universe’s natural intelligence and, in that way, they’re treating people in a targeted manner.
Johan Oldenkamp’s work has been very valuable to me. Jorn Luka says in this episode of The Trueman Show (sorry, only in Dutch) that he doesn’t quite understand why he didn’t invite Oldenkamp sooner. I do understand that. If people aren’t controlled, they might reveal things that jeopardize the grand plan for humanity’s development. And under the influence of ridicule, disapproval, and being ignored, they need to continue developing so that the outcome of the reset is as benign as possible and can reach as many people as possible. The same happens to everyone who hasn’t been reset yet. Now that Oldenkamp has been reset, the intention is for him to become more visible and to use the externalized power with which he was blessed during the takeover/reset/turning-inside-out to bring that about. Meanwhile, the angels ensure that the two men connect with each other and that the media climate is favorable. They are likely unaware that this is being guided from above. Those who have not been reset/taken over/turned-inside-out are completely ignored. And those who have, are given all the attention.
In his work, Johan Oldenkamp usually compared the phenomenon I’m describing to selling your soul. But he also mentions a phenomenon in his work that has more to do with the “spirit” — the phenomenon that someone else comes to live inside your body. So perhaps these are two different phenomena. For a definition of “soul” and “spirit”, which I borrowed from Johan Oldenkamp, read The torus from Section 3 of my story. Oldenkamp says that all the people who appear on TV have sold their souls. But I truly believe that none of them are aware of this and that it serves a benign goal of catalyzing development in the public. That they are being controlled is a certainty, even if they don’t realize it themselves. But that is, in principle, a good thing. Because you cannot use the world for your own petty plans. Your plans must always be aligned with God’s plan for the development of mankind. All those evil entities I mention in my articles have a function, and if they operate at the right time and place, they are all beneficial to your development. However, they are not an illusion. Every time you think, “Hey, that’s an evil entity,” the trigger likely just arose within that person as an impulse. But those impulses are provided by real entities in the astral world, and with that impulse, you can thus ride along on certain frequencies that seem malevolent, though that doesn’t mean the person in question is fully aware of what they’re doing or what it might mean for someone else.
I hope this makes it increasingly clear how I think it works. It now really seems as if the attacks have increased. After being completely paralyzed psychologically for a week, I briefly sought freedom. I was feeling so much, I was incredibly charged up, and I had nowhere to channel that feeling, so I misused it and then it disappeared. Upon that I received another warning, and after that, I corrected myself again. Not out of fear, but out of the conviction that that isn’t the right path to take. Now I’m willing to be destroyed for the good of mankind, even though my courage levels are very low… But I try to hold on to the knowledge that God has a safety net ready for me for when I arrive at my final moments…
Today is Good Friday, the day we remember the Death of Christ, followed by his resurrection on Sunday. The things I have written in this article, are totally about this resurrection of Christ. Cause everyone will be resurrected, in the way I’m describing, whether you realize it or not! That is what the Great Reset is all about! Don’t be afraid of it! And use this knowledge constructively.
I wish everyone a very happy Easter!
