In this article, I describe that YouTube gave me a strike on content that wasn't even on there anymore. Clearly they want to get rid of me and that pisses me off.

This article describes that my family doctor died of cardiac arrest, and questions whether it was through ‘natural causes’.

Among taken over people in my surroundings, a striking infant mortality is taking place. What could be behind this? And further, I talk about the undermining of my self-confidence, which is reoccurring while having been gone for so many years. These are old feelings.

My greatest motivation is gone. I feel displaced and long for the past.