My attachment style has shifted again, due to certain events. I am now disorganizedly attached. The anxiety and compulsion have increased significantly, but I am hopeful that I will be able to overcome this.

After my case manager threatened to report libel against me, I performed a dance with the Devil and walked through the 4 elements. Furthermore, I had an unpleasant discussion with my sister.

This article describes my distrust of various taken over people around me. It keeps me vigilant!

I am slowly recovering after a few very anxious days! My wish is to be able to tell the truth even in difficult situations. Someone like David Icke was an example, when he was still himself.