I have recently been experiencing some strange feelings. I describe them in this article. I wish I could get rid of them. I am still hoping for a miracle.

Sexual fears are playing up. I have suffered from this since puberty. When I was doing well, I was completely rid of this, but now it's back again.

In this article I describe how I often dream of dying, and I describe some experiences with this astral dream world.

This article discusses Brandon Cronenberg's film 'Possessor' (2020), in which a secret agency takes control of certain people's consciousness, to carry out hits.