My taken over father woke up today with a bruise around his eye. His eye now looks like the eye of Horus.

I have recently been experiencing some strange feelings. I describe them in this article. I wish I could get rid of them. I am still hoping for a miracle.

In this article I deal with the question if good times are going to turn into bad times, here in the Netherlands.

I suffer a lot from fear of merging. I've suffered from this before, then it was with women, now it's with men. But it's nothing sexual. I guess I'm just learning to love humanity, and all aspects of God.