On Sept. 21, Putin said that he will use all possible weapons to defend Russia against the aggressive NATO countries. Should we fear nuclear conflict?

Among taken over people in my surroundings, a striking infant mortality is taking place. What could be behind this? And further, I talk about the undermining of my self-confidence, which is reoccurring while having been gone for so many years. These are old feelings.

The prison and anxiety has gotten a little worse again. I am in a deep prison pit and there is no ladder to climb out.

When I was doing an important assignment on schizophrenia in college, I never imagined that I would suffer from it myself later in life. But by working hard through all your feelings and with good help from above, your psychological state can improve a lot. Brain disease, my ass!